In Half of Forever by Ravinder Singh, a man rebuilding his life after divorce begins to find his new beginning quietly unsettled.

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Sometimes we run into people by pure accident, and something about them quietly stays with us. In a world drowned in screens, real-life encounters feel richer—the unfiltered beauty of their presence! It’s refreshing to meet someone in person, in moments we never planned. I was working out in the gym at the clubhouse when I saw her for the first time. I’d turned my head to the right—and then almost forgot to turn it back. There she was—hair tied into a tight bun, torso bent over her wide-stretched legs as she moved through alternate toe touches. Her grey leggings and white sports bra framed a lean, supple figure. Her upper body swept from left to right, perfectly parallel to the ground. I still hadn’t seen her face. Before I could, someone from the outside called her name. She grabbed her yoga mat and walked out towards him.
Who IS this girl? Who is that guy?
I don’t remember the last time I got this curious about someone, this instantly.
Was it because of her height? Oh yes, she was beautifully tall! Yes, I think that was the reason. I was wired to paying special attention to women who were about my height—one doesn’t easily get to see females that tall in India.
A part of me wanted to follow her just to see her face, but something held me back. I simply stared until she and the guy disappeared from sight. After they had left, my gaze kept drifting to the entrance, hoping she’d return. Twenty minutes passed. Nothing! I eventually gave up, pressed the speed button on my treadmill and got back to my jog. By the time I finished, I’d almost forgotten about the mysterious stranger. A work call came through and I slipped into a discussion with my publisher about my next book. Earphones in, protein shake in hand, I pushed the glass door to leave—and she appeared right in front of me, on the other side of the door.
I wasn’t prepared.
‘One second,’ I told my publisher, eyes locked on her. Her sudden arrival in front of me got me confused and I wondered if I was going to push that glass door or pull it. Here comes my stupid panic attack!
Two people reached for the same door from opposite sides. And I don’t know why on seeing her take hold of the door, I took my hand off it and stood there paralysed and staring at her like an idiot. I hated the sudden loss of confidence, the clumsy confusion and a dozen other flaws that chose that exact moment to show up.
She, however, didn’t care. She didn’t even look at me. She walked past as if I wasn’t even there. It bothered me.
She had a pretty face; not extraordinarily pretty, but pretty—gentle features, eyes that carried a trace of thoughtfulness, a smile that was soft, the sort of beauty that comes alive when you aren’t even trying. Meanwhile, she was busy chatting with that other guy. She passed me by. Come to think of it, her not noticing me was a good thing at that moment. There was nothing I had done anyway that was worth noticing. At least I wasn’t stuck holding the door open like some invisible doorman.
Nevertheless, in those few seconds of her walking past me, I managed to eavesdrop on their conversation. I was able to figure out he was her trainer. I’d still not heard her name though, but there was no way I was going to make a U-turn and follow her back into the gym to find that out. It wasn’t about my pride. I was only trying to avert any further opportunity to embarrass myself.
And as it happens with all the episodes of embarrassment, I walked out replaying the scene in my head, imagining alternate versions of myself doing less stupid things. And because my curiosity about her had only grown, I started wondering where she lived. Which tower? Which floor? Was she on the society WhatsApp group with its 695 members? Would her DP be visible?
‘Ravin, are you there?’ my publisher’s voice suddenly cut in. I had totally forgotten her.
‘Oh no! Oh yes! Yes, yes, yes, yes . . .’
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