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I Cannot Say Goodbye to You

I Cannot Say Goodbye to You

Rithvik Singh
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When Aashna loses everything and her parents refuse to love her, she’s sent to a shelter home for wildflowers. Eventually, she realizes she left her heart open and someone decided to break into it. But every time she goes back home, she meets an absence that won’t let her sleep and a nightmare of a presence. She lives like an autumn tree and wears grief around her neck. Painfully tired of the hurt, she becomes who her mother could never be—a leaver.

Tender, piercingly intimate and unforgettable, I Cannot Say Goodbye to You doesn’t begin when Aashna loses everything. It begins centuries ago, when men first silenced women, when children were first taught to worship their fathers and when fathers learnt to hurt their children.

This is the story of Aashna—a child without a childhood, always close to hope but never truly hopeful.

Imprint: Ebury Press

Published: Sep/2026

ISBN: 9780143469537 (Paperback)

ISBN: 9789377306229 (Hardback)

Length : 376 Pages

MRP : ₹599.00

I Cannot Say Goodbye to You

Rithvik Singh

When Aashna loses everything and her parents refuse to love her, she’s sent to a shelter home for wildflowers. Eventually, she realizes she left her heart open and someone decided to break into it. But every time she goes back home, she meets an absence that won’t let her sleep and a nightmare of a presence. She lives like an autumn tree and wears grief around her neck. Painfully tired of the hurt, she becomes who her mother could never be—a leaver.

Tender, piercingly intimate and unforgettable, I Cannot Say Goodbye to You doesn’t begin when Aashna loses everything. It begins centuries ago, when men first silenced women, when children were first taught to worship their fathers and when fathers learnt to hurt their children.

This is the story of Aashna—a child without a childhood, always close to hope but never truly hopeful.

Buying Options
Paperback / Hardback

Rithvik Singh

Rithvik Singh is the bestselling author of I Don’t Love You Anymore, Thank You for Leaving, Warmth, How to Stop Overthinking Forever, I Cannot Say Goodbye to You and Did You Ever Love Me? With a degree in English literature from Hansraj College, University of Delhi, and an unceasing love for writing, he writes to give hope to those looking for it.

Followed by over 6,20,000 readers on Instagram (@wordsofrithvik), Rithvik’s words never fail to feel like home. Several celebrities have shared his work, including Britney Spears and Huda Kattan, and he has been invited as a speaker to many prestigious institutions across India. Rithvik won the Atta Galatta-Bangalore Literature Festival Book Prize (Popular Choice) and the Amazon Popular Choice (Fiction) Award for I Don’t Love You Anymore in 2024. The book was also shortlisted for the 2024 Kalinga Literary Festival Book Awards (English Poetry).

Rithvik lives with his family in Udaipur, but his heart belongs to Delhi. On days when he’s missing deadlines, he can be seen struggling (snuggling) with his cat, Cameron, who finds his laptop cosier than any other place in the world for a nap.

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